daily panic attacks...

I am having daily panic attacks over.... SoCalRAGNAR

I'm on Team: The Hot Mess's, and I'm runner #6. If you're interested, check it out, see why I am sleeping, eating and dreaming nightmaring over it all.

Runner #6:
Leg 1 = 2.7 miles,
Leg 2 = 7.4 miles,
Leg 3 = 3.9 miles.

That's a total of 14 miles people. That I will be #runningwalkingcrying. Oh and that Leg #2 up there... just know that it's on a trail, going uphill some of the way and will be AT NIGHT. In the dark. Just me and the coyotes. And the snakes and bears. And probably the boogy man too.

I swear if I make it out of this thing alive, I'll consider giving up vodka.
(I didn't say I would give up Vodka, only that I'd consider it).

PS... Please pray for me.
PSS.. That is NOT me in photo above. But, you already knew that.